Come to think of it, I suppose she must do intimate shows, sometimes. I've never seen her anywhere but in ruddy great barns, though. Somewhere up near the ceiling, I was a long way off. I couldn't have got my drawing to her, not even by making it into the best paper aeroplane in the world and throwing it at the stage. But then I kind of get nervous at intimate concerts, where the people performing can see your eyes. It makes me worry that however good a time I'm having it won't be good enough to convince them that what they're doing is fantastic, and then I get distracted and it gets harder to hear the music. Suppose I'm just a crowd type.
no intimacy